Kruthi's Nonfiction Writing Blog

I love receiving gifts. I mean, I can’t think of anyone who’d dislike a good, thoughtful gift. There’s the thrill of a special surprise gift, or just the happiness at finally having something that’s been on your wishlist for ages. The only thing that sucks is the waiting part, right? You’re thinking all about how happy you’ll be when you finally have the thing you’ve been wishing for, and it’s all that’s on your mind. That anticipatory feeling that’s only satiated when you ultimately open your gift and finally get to use it. Most people aren’t happy till they get what they want. On the other hand, I often hear from some that that anticipatory feeling is the thrill itself; that not having the gift, but thinking about having the gift is what is most exciting. To some extent, I agree with them. Waiting for something you want: it’s both agonizing and undeniably thrilling. Sometimes, I’m even happier in the weeks leading up to getting a gift than I am when I inevitably get it. It almost f...

Music and I have always had a shifting relationship. I can imagine that in just a year or so, the songs that I sing my heart out to now will seem boring or embarrassing. “How could I have ever liked this?” I’ll think to myself from time to time, scrolling through old playlists. The genres that I enjoy have barely changed, don’t get me wrong: but the songs, those have had surprisingly brief places in my heart. You would think that there’d be limited room within a genre to be constantly moving through songs, but somehow I manage to keep rolling past plenty of them.  Sometimes I think I move past songs I like because I truly find no interest in them anymore, but I think I sometimes also force myself to move past songs that I do like because I feel embarrassed to like songs that those around me have bad-mouthed. Once in a while, I’ll hear someone say something like “Oh, that song? I hate it so much, it’s just so embarrassing.” You can probably guess who has that song on her playlist. I...